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Especially thanks to Maria, who helped me with some english....

 

"I was always shocked at humans ingratitude.I was basically unable to be late from walking and feeding my dogs. I could see the mental picture of them waiting impatiently at the door,expecting us to come home on time. All you need to do is think wth the heads of your pets and soon you realize.I cant see how you can ignore this.I really can't understand how humans don't see this.They must be lacking the ability of love and empathy..."                                                                    dls

 

 I have been writing these passages many times, many places: if someone treats a dog as a living creature, and not as an object of how to make himself its a really different points of view on this.  I think it is clear to all serious pet owners: having and loving a dog is rewarding, but also like taking care of another person. When you return home you always have a never ending loyalty, marvelous moments and love from your four legged friend. But the fact of the rewarding is not  a secret, what is evolving after years. When someone decide to get a dog, they need to be sure this is what they want. When a breeder decides about keeping the puppies, this is a decision that dogs lives out their life with this owner, and will not change his mind because of a chance for an easier or better life. A person that leaves everything he's worked for just for a hormonal issue..I do not think any whore is worth it. It is impossible to change his mind some months or years after the fact: oh, sorry, I missed it, I do not want this any more. Or yes, he can. This is a brilliant example of what happened with the Starophramen dogs.

   

It is so strange how far we can explain, and approach the famous sentence of  Antoine de Saint-Exupery:

...Men have forgotten this truth,” said the fox. "But you must not forget it. You become responsible, forever, for what you have tamed...."

 

For me this is my motto for dog ownership. For others this is the motto of the self-entrepreneur.

When life brought this situation to me, I had to think over many situations: Shall I bring them with me? Shall I keep them as I did till today.Should I have the possibility of buying a house, where all of them can live in peace? If i do not have the chance to bring all of them, who should I choose? How can they get acclimatized to this new situation? Would they be able to live without each other?

 All of them have its own personalities. There are arguments and differences about all of them. One is very old, The other has problems with surroundings. Third may be a puppy factory at the hands of a light-minded people. We watched them grow and aged beside us. We have so many good and bad experiences together. We've learned to trust each other.

I didn't feel up to loosing their trust with ingratitude...to let them go.  But my life changed. I wasn't  allowed to get 5 more Danes. I needed some help for my own dogs, too. This was when my friends - who knew the circumstances - helped me, because noone of my freinds wanted to loose the Starophramen dogs to bad or irresponsible people. They worth was too much for us.

I think this is a happy-ended story among these conditions. Dogs have good homes, with good people.  I know they can get the love and attention they need, and I can visit them when the spirit moves me. I can be close to them if they need it.

july 2008.

 
20 july 2008.

Biggi 

 Achilles 

Chi-Chi

Abbey 

Crown

... had been forgotten here. She is living her new childhood and she is really happy

...and Chi-Chi moved together to their new home. The first days they changed a bit the equipments... Since then, they relaxed, and dwelt the whole house. CS's favourite duty is to pay attention to the traffic on the street from the balcony.

...is an awesome brindle female. I'm sure all the fawn/brindle breeders should be happy with a girl like her. She is living together with CS, and they have a new friend: a hedgehog child. Their new owner found them on a morning sleeping with this little animal. They did not harm it.

...

is still at home with us. In a few weeks her new home will be ready, and she will live with a fawn dane girl. Now she spend her happy days with Törpi and Biggi, her panic is the past. She has some new pretenders,too.

Cortazar and Marco in love with her.

... will stay with me (if it is necessary, till the end of his lifetime) while I can find a new home to him, what fits to his claims by my opinion, too.

 

 01/08/2008.
Yesterday
Achilles -the braveheart hero- hid himself from the storm to the cellar- he made an excellent bunker against the terrible storm.

 

20/08./2008.
Finally I could visit Achilles and Chi-chi. I brouht a gift: Achilles's  favourite football . I catched them in brilliant coat-quality, and they were very happy in their new, luxory collars.They had been used their new place. One mnth had been spent. It was strange only for me to see them in a foreign enviroment. I also brought my camera with myself to make some shots...certainly I forgot to use it. They tried to get my ice-cream, so I'm sure next time I will bring some candies to them , to make them happy...as well the dog dietetics,too!  

 

05/09/2008.
Biggi shocked me today with a jump after the goats, whom appeared on the neighbourhood yard. At first sight it was not really sure: is this a jump or a somerset of a tiger, at least she stood on her feet and chase the scared quarries to the fence.

 

19/09/2008.
Yesterday I visited
Achilles and Chi-chi. They were surprised, but happy with my gifts as an attempt at bribery. I learnt from the past visiting, so I brought to them two big smoked bones...

 

 01/03/ 2009.
It is time for the big move . Abbey and Crown moved to the landhouse where their daughter, Emma v Starophramen lived. Biggi stayed with us. She had been diagnosed with cancer, and I did not want to let her go. So Abbey and Crown moved in with their good friend NBN . It was a hard decision: I had to give my favorite dog to keep the old one near by me....

 
 

apr/2009.
Achilles & Chi-Chi also moved to the landhouse. The fawn family are together again!

 

10 may 2009.
apologize

This morning brought terrible news. I thought if there was a Dane, who could live for 100 years, it would be Abbey. Well, I was mistaken. Abbey was in a fight a with NBN and had a heart attack. She didn't make it. I was anger and up-set for weeks...for months. I am sure she wasn't the initiative part.

 

To Abbey I always had a floating debt: she had been hurt two times by my bitches, because of a japing.When Abbey was a young dog, she was always running and jumping  around the others barking in their ears. It was terrible and they really hated it. But as time went on, this young girl disappeared and Abbey grew to be a very kind personality and we became good friends.

 

In her old age, she became an awesome peaceful dog. She would lay in the sun, play with her friends and the balls. She loved to live. That's why it is a really strange and bad feeling of me to know: I gave her freedom, unconditional love and peace with one of my hands, but I took it with the other. Because her death - if it was just an accident - was lost by a Dane of mine.  Apologies from me, dear Abbey!

 

Specially thanks to Zsuzsa and Lajos for their care and love!

 

may 2009.

 

I do not understand why the fawns pay the fine on behalf of their breeder, but if things keep going like this, offspring's of Biggi will die before their mother. On the summer of 2008 I noticed a small lump at Achilles' side.I brought him to the vet, but they  set me at ease: this is not a dangerous. Achilles is ...(was)...my favorite of the fawns. Because of his age and temperament I highly preferred him.

On may of 2009 my friend Zsuzsa wanted to make the surgery to have this lump removed,  it had become bigger and it disturbed the dog.  But veterinary cleared up: this is not a simple lump, but a cancer, what made adhesion onto the ribs. We despaired. I did not believe we could not save his life. So we brought him to a specialist, Dr Balogh Lajos. He is one of those veterinaries whom I admire a lot because of his expertise and humanity. I knew,  if there was someone who could save Achilles, he could. But we were late, the cancer had a spread to his lungs. We decided not to do chemotherapy treatments, because this would not save his life, just give him more time. But at what expense?
Achilles passed away on 20 of July in 2009. 

 

november 2009.
 

Crown became father again! As he used to, this is also an irregular issue of him: he divided his genetics with his new  love, a "Moscow Sentry" bitch. So his offsprings carries their bohemian father's semitype. :-)

 

24 january 2010.
"Good sleep, Biggi"

Pallas

 Biggi passed away. She is the dog, whom I will always remember with a kind of respectful shock. She had been diagnosed with cancer 1 year ago.  By the medical-forms she should had died in some weeks. But she not give up. I did not ever see such a thing like this: she wanted to live with a great passion. We knew one day we  must let go.  But any time, when I scheduled her to the vet, she gave the answer is a lemon to the Death. She fought with a huge desperation and I admire her for this.

Slowly and hardly but she came with me to everywhere, till the final moments.  Unspeakable hard is leting someone away,if we only knew she wanted to stay.

 
   

With the death of Biggi the story of Starophramen kennel closed. Especially for me. It is unbelieveable how many years go by. So strange to understand: all these dogs, who were my friends, who gave me so many experiences no longer live.

When I close my eyes I can see the mental picture of them: how Achilles hit the sky after his football....body of Abbey, how its tensing when she lift up to the air...and certainly Biggi as she is waiting for me impatiently to go for a walk.

I miss you my beloved friends!